i just feel so angry at myself right now

I keep getting angry at him – now I see for sure that the reasons are thwarted desires, for example this morning he did not act in the loving way that I wanted/needed while I am sick on vacation and he left for a day trip with his friends. 12 hours later and I’m still so angry about it. I feel frozen in this angry and mean state of mind ... I’m constantly irritated by my children or shouting for silly reasons shouting so loud sometimes that I scare myself (and the neighbours too I’m sure) some days I feel so bad about it I just can’t stop crying..ive had 4 kids in six years and moved house and county 3 times been bf most that time too with 3 out of the five not sleep much at ... 1. Allow yourself to feel angry. You may think you need to cover “negative feelings” with positive ones. You don’t. You’re entitled to feel whatever you need to feel. We all are. 2. Make a conscious choice to sit with the feeling. Oftentimes when I’m angry I feel the need to act on it, but later I generally wish I’d waited. Ask HN: I feel so shallow and dumb when I see what other smart people are doing: 394 points by cdahmedeh 11 hours ago | hide | past | favorite | 264 comments: I was watching a video game documentary about the history of the RollerCoaster Tycoon franchise, a theme park management game that had both an easy learning curve but with incredibly sophisticated dynamics. Either the initial rage subsides and you try to shrug it off, or you’re so consumed by your schedule that you simply add it to the pile of unresolved issues. The next time you feel extremely angry, don’t just promise yourself you’re going to deal with it at a more appropriate time—pencil in alone time. Make it happen. 4. Cool Off with ... I feel so angry at times and want to give up on our relationship because I don’t feel the energy to fight for us anymore. ... .i just feel so lost and now lost 5kgs since the discorvery..i cant ... I literally just wanna die. I feel so fat and unloved, i even get sexual dreams about my relatives. ... I was angry and throwing randomized insults. ... I don't hate fat people and I have somewhat sympathy for them since I was fat myself (have lost weight since then), and yeah it can be difficult to lose weight especially if you have family ... So, just as much as it’s on them to pitch in and do their part, it’s on me to communicate. To address what my needs are, so that I don’t feel devalued in my own home. To avoid being passive-aggressive and expect them to read my mind. I used to be confrontational and energetic and unafraid to do a lot of things. I'm not afraid I just don't have the energy anymore. This is my entry into official adulthood. My childhood being taken from me. I am now an adult and I have officially lost myself. Frustrated: angry or upset because of obstacles or challenges 31. Fuming: extremely angry, from the association of the person with a volcano or other heated natural phenomenon 32. Furious: intensely angry 33. Going crook: losing one’s temper 34. Hopping: so angry as to suggest that the person might jump up and down to express or assuage anger 35.

2021.12.01 01:15 strawberrysorbett i just feel so angry at myself right now

i’m practically in a rut. i feel miserable and have absolutely nothing to look forward to. i don’t know where to go or what to look to. i feel like i am in hell.
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2021.12.01 01:15 ResidentEivvil What is the best way to load the dishwasher?

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2021.12.01 01:15 El-Catman Sleep talkers of reddit, what's the wildest thing you were told you said in your sleep?

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2021.12.01 01:15 Nervous-Programmer97 DOBERMOON | 30K MARKETCAP | Very Early P2E GameFI | 3weeks old !

A little idea of the adventure: The Earth is overcrowded, living space is limited, pollution has been devastated, the Humans of the time destroyed everything. We have to find an alternative. This is why Mr. Dobershi Nakatomo designed a crew in total discretion, with the aim of conquering new territories, and discovering new habitable lands. LP LOCK 24 months MC 30k! DoberMoon is a game where everyone can play and have fun. Possibility of playing in Free To Play unlike some games where you need several thousand dollars to start! A large collection of NFT's will be available so that each is a unique skin, allowing it to become more efficient! The project is under development. We have a lot of ambitions with regard to it. A little recap of our project so that everyone has a precise idea of the project: The NFT's will be classified among 5 categories (1) Municipality (2) Rare (3) Unique (4) Epic (5) Legendary If you invest in NFT's, it will get you more in-game bonus. However, it is possible to earn money without investing anything. We want to set up a community game, where each of you can post ideas for improvements, either in-game, or on our future platform. A community game therefore implies an acid community. We are, and will always be, listening to our players. TOKENOMICS: 12% Total Tax 5% Holders 5% Liquidity pool 2% Marketing Website : dobermoon.site Twitter : https://twitter.com/DMoonOfficial Telegram : https://t.me/DoberMoonofficialgroup 
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2021.12.01 01:15 Rahmenframe Not sure what to do with my mom

This is gonna be rambly, it's 5am.
So I've not seen my parents in two years bc of covid + huge fight Christmas 2019. The latter made me go extremely LC with my dad (basically said if you don't change, I don't need to speak to you ever again - there was a little progress, he gave a genuine apology etc then his antivax conspiracies got the better of him and he's been ghosting me for 6 months now. So he's basically dead to me)
Mom I've been in contact with (text & phone). She's also obsessed with conspiracies, and at one point I had to set the rule we cannot talk about conspiracies and vaccines and stuff anymore. She's not very good at keeping up with this boundary, as soon as she gets sad or emotional she can't control herself and just word-vomits out conspiracies. It's bad.
Anyway, had a phone call with her two days ago that ended up with me telling something personal and difficult (gendesexuality related) and she took interest in me and it was actually a great end to a long, difficult phone call. I thanked her for asking me questions and being interested and told her I appreciated it all.
... Her response was more conspiracy vomit (seriously, she just started incoherently rambling for about 5 minutes). I got mad, ended the convo.
Now today she sent me a picture of something funny she photographed, telling me 'I wanted to show you this before but I forgot'. No mention of the phone call and how it ended.
Well I'm extremely mentally and physically unwell because of all of this, AGAIN, for the umpteenth time... And I just don't know how to deal anymore. I know NC will completely break her heart (and mine..) but... She's insufferable. She just keeps stomping boundaries wherever she can, and I think she genuinely cannot grasp the idea that she is not allowed to visit because of 'my opinion' (that opinion being: get the vaccine). She does not seem capable of understanding that her idea of conversation is extremely toxic, exhausting and honestly maddening. I often feel like I'm slowly going insane when I talk to her, it's hard to explain it without typing a million words but she's just so incoherent and rambly..
I'm just trying to think: what is my future gonna look like. Do I just put up the most army-esque boundaries ever and completely shut down EVERYTHING as soon as she mentions the Forbidden Topics?
Because for sure she will then complain about how 'things always have to go your way, I have to walk on eggshells all the time, I do my best but you don't see that, it's impossible to talk to you, you get angry immediately at everything'. I know she will say this because she is already saying this....
How can I have a relationship with her if everything I say is met with resistance and with accusations of me being controlling and manipulative? The absolutely maddening part is that I completely understand where she's coming from because it's exactly how I feel about her. But she does not seem to have any sort of self reflection, and I think she genuinely won't understand when I will start blocking her after going over my boundaries.
I'm just so lost and hurt. I don't understand how it ended up this way. I mean I do, I do know, but damn it I wish it wasn't this way. Because she can actually be very caring and loving when she's not haunted by her own fears (of conspiracies, but also of being a bad mother). She refuses to go to a psychologist though.
I just don't know what to do anymore. I guess the next step (before NC) is the militant reinforcement of boundaries instead of friendly reminding her and redirecting the topic. But I just feel like this won't end well. Why can't she see she's destroying us. Why can't she see her insanity is a huge part of the problem. I'm working on my issues, I've been in therapy for half my life! When is her turn...
Thank you for reading.
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2021.12.01 01:15 thejeanmichaels 31 and happy beats 25 and flailing

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2021.12.01 01:15 VERBERD Let me feel that again !!!!

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2021.12.01 01:15 EZmoneee It’s ok fam..

It was always gonna go down before it was ever supposed to go up. Margin shrinks, liquidity dries up, long positions get sold, margin calls come, shorts get covered. They will exaggerate our position loss vs other equities. Turn blinders on and don’t get shook cause ain’t no such thing as half way crooks. #bargainbanannadays
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2021.12.01 01:15 weirdratgirl sweater weather

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2021.12.01 01:15 Turbulent-Studio9090 Advent Calendar

Do we all have the same offers? I have the HWK30 LT in my first day
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2021.12.01 01:15 digitario I need an interpreter

Hello peeps,
I need an interpreter can anyone recommend or point me in the right direction please. I need to translate a legal document and have someone explain it from Thai to English and reverse. I don’t need this minute but in the next few days. Can anyone help, thanks.
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2021.12.01 01:15 Nervous-Programmer97 DOBERMOON | 30K MARKETCAP | Very Early P2E GameFI | 3weeks old !

A little idea of the adventure: The Earth is overcrowded, living space is limited, pollution has been devastated, the Humans of the time destroyed everything. We have to find an alternative. This is why Mr. Dobershi Nakatomo designed a crew in total discretion, with the aim of conquering new territories, and discovering new habitable lands. LP LOCK 24 months MC 30k! DoberMoon is a game where everyone can play and have fun. Possibility of playing in Free To Play unlike some games where you need several thousand dollars to start! A large collection of NFT's will be available so that each is a unique skin, allowing it to become more efficient! The project is under development. We have a lot of ambitions with regard to it. A little recap of our project so that everyone has a precise idea of the project: The NFT's will be classified among 5 categories (1) Municipality (2) Rare (3) Unique (4) Epic (5) Legendary If you invest in NFT's, it will get you more in-game bonus. However, it is possible to earn money without investing anything. We want to set up a community game, where each of you can post ideas for improvements, either in-game, or on our future platform. A community game therefore implies an acid community. We are, and will always be, listening to our players. TOKENOMICS: 12% Total Tax 5% Holders 5% Liquidity pool 2% Marketing Website : dobermoon.site Twitter : https://twitter.com/DMoonOfficial Telegram : https://t.me/DoberMoonofficialgroup 
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2021.12.01 01:15 blin686 Anyone know where to find Hot Cocoa Bombs around Bellingham?

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2021.12.01 01:15 CartoonistLeather157 WTS lld

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2021.12.01 01:15 code_aash Randomizing Fingerprinting doesn't work well

https://fingerprintjs.com/
This site could fingerprint me across multiple brave sessions over Brave Normal, Brave Private, Brave Private with Tor, whereas in hardened firefox, each incognito mode I am assigned new identity.
Note : I tired changing my IP multiple times. Is brave doing something to block font fingerprinting?

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2021.12.01 01:15 ScholarIcy1249 MBOX NFT Airdrops on Binance -Rush Rush guys

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2021.12.01 01:15 RickerSicker I came out twice already and both have been pretty horrible. I also been sorta outed in public once.

So to begin with, I came out to about 5 of my friends back in 2018 and at the start it was grand it was like nothing had changed, however over time they began to exclude me from stuff because I was gay. Such as swimming in the sea as I would "enjoy it too much" because they'd be changing. They would tell me to change somewhere else like I was a women. They started treating me like a girl too and making me hang out with the girls which I don't mind they're great too but nevertheless the dynamic changed a bit and it felt horrible imo. They also started calling me fagot alot and when I got angry about it they said it was a joke and they don't think I'm actually a fagot. I don't talk to them much anymore because I'm in college and have a completely new set of friends who are great but I haven't told them I am gay because I believe it's not worth it.
Secondly this time last year I had a boyfriend, we met around Halloween and at first it was great, he was really nice. However, he was really really into me quickly, and kept saying "when you know you know" and like how he was in love with me. We were only dating for a month at this stage. I was still very discreet at this stage, We went out for dinner for a our one month anniversary and he then gifted me a bouquet of rainbow dyed roses in front of the entire busy restaurant basically outing me. It was probably the most traumatic experience of my life. He didn't understand being in the closet at all because he cam out when he was 13 which is crazy to me, and kept saying I didn't know anyone in the restaurant so why be nervous. He also kept telling that I should come out and all to my parents and he wanted me to come out soon. A week later I broke up with him which was pretty painful and we haven't spoken since.
About a month and a half after I broke up with my bf I tried to come out to my parents which went very badly, basically they seemed very disappointed and said that I was confused and that I didn't know I was gay yet as I was too young (20yo at the time so I think you are suppose to know at that stage) . I literally did not have enough energy after all the energy I needed to say it in the first place. So I just said "yea I don't know really know I guess". Furthermore they acted like someone had died when u said it whic was pretty soul destroying. Now it's like I never came out at all. Not sure what to do now, basic plan is to move abroad and live my life freely there, or be successful enough so my parents don't care (doubt I'm going to be successful tho). As time goes on I feel less and less about coming out ever. Not really sure where to go from here, probably should fix my mental heath first and gain a lot more confidence in myself. I am 21 now, will it be fine if I wait a few more years or never come out at all? Any advice on what to do?
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2021.12.01 01:15 Bazooka_Finatic Is it worth it to complete the genesis journey?

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2021.12.01 01:15 Yolo_Investments What's the best site if we happen to be looking for a third wheel younger like us w out all the creepers nowadays..

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2021.12.01 01:15 ElMarshmallow My abs is buzzing and my vdc,abs, and slip lights came on. What could it be?

Do I need to replace the abs pump? Has anyone had this problem?
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2021.12.01 01:15 surdexdube They strike fear in all who oppose them.

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2021.12.01 01:15 Zale69 Daily Dose of Machikado Mazoku #155

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2021.12.01 01:15 RVFullTime News article offered very few details about this case

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2021.12.01 01:15 l_del_rey About being right in the past

Okay so back in 2019 when covid just broke out I was deeply invested in covid research, like spent majority of my days in corona chan discords and on 4chan's pol board.
Anywho in my daily chat discord server I was talking about this "new virus" that could quite literally rock our world they were all making fun of me ooo its a nothingburger, ooo lol why do u care so much, obsessed etc.
Id love to see their faces now. Year two of lockdown. I fucking won.
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